· positivity monday ·

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Good evening everyone!

I'm sitting in my flat waiting for my dinner to cook after a pretty bizarre day and thought I would write a little post for you to read.

This morning I woke up to my favourite, but then spent the rest of the day with the worst headache and then it proceeded to turn into a migraine. I had to wait a few hours in Alfie's house until it eased, but I had to get home to do some household chores so I had to eventually leave. 

I made it home feeling super queasy and out of it, and then slept for a few hours. 

I was meant to do homework today, but my head just wouldn't let me. 

I'm also having some major flat issues, I can't use my sink or washing machine and it's causing me a whole heap of stress with my agency. 

I then had to wash most of my clothes in my bathroom. 

This then got me thinking. 

As much as I'm so stressed out with my flat, exhausted from work all the time, trying to squeeze in my geography course where possible and I wish I had more money..

I'm extremely lucky. 

I get the luxury of having my own place, I have the best parents/family/friends in the world, and I also have a gorgeous and caring boyfriend. 

I hate complaining about things - there are some people in the world that don't have any of these things, and every time I complain, I feel extremely guilty. 

As the picture states above, focus on the good. 

My parents and Alfie always tell me that it will all get better.

It will. No matter what, it will. 

As much as it feels rubbish now, it will get so much better.

I keep thinking, it's just a blocked drain, it will get fixed *at some point*

I keep thinking, it's just a job, it's letting you live. 

I keep thinking, your course is hard, but it'll pay off in the end. 

I will always stress out, and I will also think negatively, but you have to train your brain otherwise because it will just eat you up. 

It's hard to do, but let positivity win! 

This is just a little rant because my brain wants to. 

I guess this is some sort of advice, and I hope it helps if you're like me! 

Listen to the ones that care about you, and it will get better :) 

Now back to watching the SacconeJoly's!

Hope you all have a lovely week :) 

elfums x